2019.

halu halu,hola holi kuberi nama cikebum cikebum ahahahaha agak berhabuk jugakla blog ni sebab last post pon 2013 HAHAHAHAHA. now im bck bebeh. why im bck? sebab rasa macam rajin nak taip banyak banyak and rajin nak bercerita tentang hidup eceh. 6yrs tinggal. 6yrs, bck then i was 16 lol now im 22. cukup matang,cukup experience & banyak sangat benda dahpun aku lalui. no worries i ll story abt my life after dah habis sekolah till masuk uni life. banyak sangat benda aku hadap. happy,pahit,manis,kecewa,suka,duka, everything. drama? takpayah cakap. terlalu banyak drama. hahahaha well biasalah got lotssa many new friends & many weird friend i shall say  papepun,im happy to meet every one of them  in next post i ll start story one by one eheh daripada 2015-2019. stay tuneeeed! 

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