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helloooo lets remember this day forever 殺殺殺殺殺. 0206, 14th August 2019. whaddup guysssss wanna knw what's so memorable today? 殺殺殺殺殺殺殺殺殺殺. well today we gt training as usual, at 9pm, basketball court, tuesday. THIS IS THE BEST DAY OF MY 2019!!!! istg im so happy rn 殺殺殺殺殺殺殺殺. ok lemme stori. today, i gt a line with Aina Athirah, Aten and Wan Syaza. yea thanks to them too hehhehehehehhe. ok its all start after 11pm, yea all my teammates off to home. im a bit tired lah jugak today but still laa kan mestila nak main lagi selagi tak lights off kan hahahahahha. nak dijadikan cerita, lps je masing masing teammates aku balik, aku biasala mengadu kat bestboo aku, "team 4 bubar, tinggal aku sorang je ☹". TIBER LAK aku dengar suara kecil comel je..... omg aku perasan dari awal training lagi dia cam sesuatu lah 藍. yelah myb sebab aku baru follow ig dia semalam hahahahaha sooooo suara kecil itu berbunyi, "takpe², ada pengganti". I SMILED SO FKING LEBAR DOH OBVIOUS NAMAMPOS HA...

hey its 0330hrs, 11 august 2019. ssupppp guys! as you can see the title... ya, its abt my ex. hahaha im not sure why im actually making this post but rn im..... confused. well, ive been single fr 1yr++ now. & i think i have moved on. i guess 樂. HAHAHA GUYS I LIED . i just wanna ease my own hearttttt omg i cant believe i still hasnt move on . i shall admit that i stalked my ex's gf's tweet every. single. day. hoping that they'd be breaking up. sooner or later... & idk... he said to me that they've broke up.... at the first place im dying inside fr keeping the happy me after knowing that they've broke up AND HOW HE TELL ME HIMSELF OMG WHY HE DID THAT!!!! IM STILL CURIOUS WHY WHY & WHYYYY HE DID THAT! HE TOLD ME TWICE when he broke up. WHY HE DID THAT!!!! HE DID THAT ON PURPOSE I KNEW IT!!! ok sorry fr being emotional hahaha ok guys just wanna tell you that, it has been 3days ive been dreaming abt him.... i knw its just a dream but why???? how can i ...