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helloooo lets remember this day forever 殺殺殺殺殺. 0206, 14th August 2019.

whaddup guysssss wanna knw what's so memorable today? 殺殺殺殺殺殺殺殺殺殺. well today we gt training as usual, at 9pm, basketball court, tuesday. THIS IS THE BEST DAY OF MY 2019!!!! istg im so happy rn 殺殺殺殺殺殺殺殺. ok lemme stori. today, i gt a line with Aina Athirah, Aten and Wan Syaza. yea thanks to them too hehhehehehehhe. ok its all start after 11pm, yea all my teammates off to home. im a bit tired lah jugak today but still laa kan mestila nak main lagi selagi tak lights off kan hahahahahha. nak dijadikan cerita, lps je masing masing teammates aku balik, aku biasala mengadu kat bestboo aku, "team 4 bubar, tinggal aku sorang je ☹". TIBER LAK aku dengar suara kecil comel je..... omg aku perasan dari awal training lagi dia cam sesuatu lah 藍. yelah myb sebab aku baru follow ig dia semalam hahahahaha sooooo suara kecil itu berbunyi, "takpe², ada pengganti". I SMILED SO FKING LEBAR DOH OBVIOUS NAMAMPOS HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. tapi aku cam chill laa aku cam wat donno je HAHAHA. ok lpstu tiber turn aku, masing masing nak bubar team aku, time aku dh masuk court ☹☹☹. lpstu masuk sorang sorang crushes aku nak join team aku 殺殺殺殺殺殺. OMAIGOD I RLY CLDNT HOLD MY SMILE DOOOOO HAHAHAHAHA LIKE OBVIOUSLY SENYUM  GILA HAPPY NAKMATI HAHAHAHHAHA. ok lps je dah main satu line dengan SEMUA crushes aku, mula mula N masuk, pastu W, pastu last sekali U, 殺殺殺殺. aku senanye tak expect dorang nak volunteer camtu hahahhahaha omg im a happy gurl 殺殺殺殺殺殺殺. ok lpstu habis je training en si W ni duk cam try nak cakap cakap ngn aku, duk pandang² bagi sign ajak pi makan Penang Sentral. aku actually mmg taknak makan pun, tapi aku join jela hehehehehe. pastu dah elok semua bubar, bertemu pulak di restorannya. yampun susunan dia tu PERFECT SANGAT!! 殺殺殺殺殺殺. memula dpn aku ex aku duduk, aku panggil dia F. ok lpstu aku senanye expect si W tu duk sebelah aku 藍藍藍 tapi tak syok ah klau dia duk sebelah aku en ehehehehhee so end up ada sorang member W ni duk sebelah aku. sebelah kiri F tu W duduk, sebelah kanan plak U. & sebelah U tu ada N. hehehehehe ya allah klaula aku boleh amek gmbr td sumpah thats the best view i ever have doooo!!!! . srsly happy gila like first time ever do aku dgr dorang borak borak, hiburkan malam aku 殺殺殺殺殺. gelak gilababy lah tadi cuma cam awkward sikitla nak pandang dorang sebab bila aku pandang je dorang pandang balik hahahahahahha especially si U dgn W . adoi cutenya. F juga walaupon aku cam annoyed sikitla dgn dia hahahahahha aku cam awkward nak pandang mana taktau sebab bila pandang ja depa pandang balik last last aku pandang bestboo je HAHAHAHAHAHA

ok sekian, im a happy gurl alive 殺殺殺殺殺殺殺殺殺殺❤❤❤❤❤ lets just appreciate this night & fget everything that happened in the evening. heheh okbai, raklu nak mandi nak tido heheheheheh goodnight crushes, thanks hiburkan saya malamni 殺殺殺殺殺殺

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