Ma SadLife Story :'))

​hi. to whoever reading this or are able to reach this blog, thankyou. thankyou for coming over and read my rubbish. today, 21st january 2022, 0525, if whoever read this know me personally in life, i would like to give my full gratitude to you. thankyou for accepting me in your life and sharing your life with me eventho i got nothing to offer along our "perkenalan". i might hurt you everyday by my words or actions or even my face expression and my body language. im sorry if ive been such a bad person to you and do you wrong. not noticing every single thing ive done to you, im really sorry. im in a very dangerous state right now and im sorry if now we dont talk anymore bcs i have insider problem that need to repair everything in me. im honestly thankful to have whoever read this in my life even we've known each other for a short time or if you are the person that known me for a very long time, im still appreciating you and wish you the best in life :) i could never leave a...

yow, happy 2022 haha. tetiba rasa nak blogging xD actually tengah buat lab for my Certified Ethical Hacking course yang aku ambik bulan 11 2021 HAHA. ive abandoned it for quite long gak tu pun start nak buat sebab nak take exam soon astu tetiba terdetik nak bukak blog ni and baca what i wrote in this blog. one word; disgusting *muntah face* AAAAAAAAAA, but for some reason i kinda like how i pour out everything here bcs it makes me feel better ((kot?)) haha at that time laaaa. its kind of journal lah here but takdela i put it all in here pun, most of it twitter saw it first ekekeke. so yeah, hows life? mhm, my life rn is indescribable. aku tak sedih, tak happy, tak broken, tak rasa pape atm. kawan aku kata, aku numb. haha meh cerita sikit,, a few days ago my fren curhat to me ((tak tahu curhat tu apa sila google xD)). she kinda luah perasaan about something and then tetiba jadi session counselling pula between both of us HAHA IT JUST HAPPENED. yela it kinda like we both have our sad sto...