Ma SadLife Story :'))

halu. 0733, 16 April 2020 bersamaan day-2 fasa 3: MCO. apa jadahnya MCO ni? Movement Control Order. sempena Covid-19 outbreak. ye kami disini mereput di uniten hahahaha ok em kalini nak ucap terima kasih kat felo murni, orang orang yang sponsor makanan utk kami, kawan kawan yang belanja makan minum, kawan kawan yang jaga satu sama lain sepanjang MCO ni, and kawan kawan yang bagi aku semangat utk terus hidup. terima kasih kawan kawan ‍♀️‍♀️‍♀️❤❤❤❤ sepanjang quarantine ni macam macam aku alami. murung, happy, nangis, gelak tak ingat dunia, most important thing is me trying to find myself back and see my friend's real side. how they act and everything haha this post is an appreciation post because yang sedih2 dah letak kat post lepas2 haha so here im stating my true appreciation to everyone around me that give me reasons to stay strong  first and foremost, ofc my bestfriend, my bestboo. she helps me way too much eventho smtimes dia takde sebab dia asyik duduk dalam bilik j...

hey. haha hilang kawan or hilang boifren mana lagi pedih? kalau tanya aku memang jawapan aku hilang kawan. why? eh no, actually hilang sahabat. kau hilang kawan takdehal. hilang kenalan takdehal. kalau takat member buat huha huha meriah sana sini tapi benda kecik kau buat muka pun orang tak faham takdehal semua tu. tapi once kau hilang sahabat kau hilang semuanya. kau hilang orang yang selalu ada utk kau. kau hilang orang yang selalu bagi nasihat kat kau. kau hilang orang yang boleh maki maki kau carut kat depan muka pastu sambung carut balik gaduh bertumbuk ke perli sarkastik ke last last baik balik haha kau hilang sahabat, kau hilang orang yang bagi kau makan bila kau takde duit. kau hilang orang yang bagi kau bahu bagi kau badan bila kau sedih, nangis. kau hilang orang yang support kau dari bawah. dari kau takde pape sampai kau ada segalanya. kau hilang orang yang tolong kau ikhlas tak mintak balasan pun. kau hilang orang yang sayang kau and jaga kau. kau hilang orang yang marah ka...

hey blog. long time no talk. sorry fr abandoning you fr quite long. heres me again. coming bck to you bcs im sad. as always. im sad. my soul is sad. but it didnt make me cry. im just sad. why? why cant i revenge to ppl. why am i too needy? why am i too easy? why cant i be ego? why cant i do what others did to me? why? why? whyyy???!!! why do i have to be sad bcs of ppl who never be sad bcs of me? why? i jst dont understand some ppl's mindset. i give everything to them. but why nobody ever appreciate wht have i done to them? why they cant see? every time, money, efforts, all the sacrifices ive done fr them.....why? does human are too dumb and blind to see? or im just not good enough to them.... how can ppl easily moved on? how can ppl easily walk away? how can ppl not affected when somebody is leaving them? how?!?!!!?? how can they having a normal life when someone is changing???!?!!?? how???!?!?!?! why? bcs they always have someone else to replace.. haha. i am replaceable... i can ...