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hi, yeah im blogging again. haha. first thing first, i wont let my daughter to be a gemini. sakit gila weh. anak,, klau andaikata terjadi gemini gak, bacala kisah mamamu ini yang tiada penghujungnya haha. dont doubt yourself bcs youre capable of everything. you can do anything that you want, and if you dont want it, you still can do it better than anyone else :-) believe in urself. youre great. well actually aku tulis untuk diri sendiri bukan untuk anak hahaha. kau tak lemah, kau kuat, kau pandai, kau cantik, kau ada talent in everything, kau fast learner, kau cepat adapt, kau tak give up, and even kau pernah terfikir nak give up pun, kau still cari jalan and percaya nnti once kau give up mesti kau menyesal haha, memang kau indecisive, tapi kau confuse sebab kau sebenarnya limitkan diri kau dari expectation kau yang memang tinggi menggunung tuuuu. kau sayang ramai orang and sikitpun kau tak kisah if orang yang kau sayang tak sayang kau, tak appreciate kau. tapi kau kena sedar yang kau tu worth it. orang orang yang tak appreciate  kau tu kau buang je, sampah takyah simpan. ramai lagi sayang kau adilla :) kepala kau introvert, otak kau introvert, tapi jiwa kau extrovert. kau nak ada orang selalu kat sebelah kau, and teman kau. hakikatnya kau takut kesunyian dan keseorangan. kau takut duduk dalam dunia kau sendiri yang gelap gelita tu. kau rasa kosong bila berseorangan. takpe, aku ada jangan risau, aku sentiasa ada :) well i wrote my own monolog. sorry if you interpret it in a wrong way. sometimes kan aku pun tak faham cara orang berfikir and cara orang baca sesuatu. i mean,,,, maybe yes bcs thats the unique of someone. they wont have a same mindset as us, even how hard they try, and we dont have the same mindset as their, i guess thats why god created us differently, to think in many ways as possible. huhu who knows? idk mayn, isit so wrong to just appreciate ppl? i appreciate ppl bcs i knw how it feels to feel unappreciated. i knw very well how does that feel. all my life ive been appreciating ppl, but all they do to me is,,, they fall in love. fck. can we jst normalize appreciating ppl jst bcs we re all human? can we normalize talking w/o having feelings? can we normalize sending emojis w/o thinking its flirting? haih,,, no worries it will all end soon. stay strong adilla  iloveyou ❤ *hugs* even if nbdy gt you and understand you, always remember me behind you. you did your best, you hate goodbyes. but somehow you have to do it just to worth yourself and ur heart than their heart :) to live in peaceful, thats all i need. ciao. genight.