Ma SadLife Story :'))

hi blog, 0333, 27th Feb 2022. i guess so far this is the only month that ive wrote more than one post haha. honestly, i miss my bestfriend. by the time now ik i dont hv bestfriend anymore bcs nobody is catching up with me :/ and nobody's trying to repair the relationship with me :( but theres always that one person that will always be my bestfriend forever. though we never declare or feel it that way but we're always oversharing and comfortable with each other. though we've been apart by our own friend, we keep catching up whenever we had the chance. but sadly, we became too close with each other that moment, that makes us realise we're too scared this might turn bad, or worst,, became stranger. well, its too late bcs we've turned to be that kind of friendship now :') hitting up "hi" does feel weird, not to be dramatic but saying "imissyou" also feel wrong :/ imissyou a lot, but you never feel the same way, despite my egoistic side, i choose ...

Hey blog,  0142, 25th Feb 2022. The day im writing this post is Friday ((by date)). So, yeah what is this post about? Well, tbh recently ive had some of my mental breakdown episodes lol i dont usually tell people that ive been experiencing mental breakdown a lot, like really really lots. Some of it was bcs of my friends, boyf too but rarelyla, mostly abt my future, my fam and most of it was bcs of myself. Why? Tahla, maybe im such a problematic person to start with lol why do i think that way? Well, obvsly ive always been a disappointment to everyone, literally everyone. None of people around me are blessed to have me around, they mustve felt good cutting me off lol haha self-hate cam biaso xD. Well, nak cerita about this week and whats the reason behind my mental breakdowns. Actually for this 2weeks laa not this week je sebab this week havent end yet kan so yeah,, it all started with my job interviews on Friday last week, 18th Feb 2022. Well, recently ive been actively apply all t...

hi guys, though nobody is here, reading my nonsense story, but i ll blogging anyway hehe. senanye taktaula nak tulis apa huhu but feels like typing and blogging so yeah here it is. another rubbish post from me xP okayla first of all, i just bought a wireless keyboard yay! lol just another excessive shopping habit for nothing T.T actually my bro bought it and it looked very tempted to me T.T so i asked himla how much he bought bcs that is the same brand from what ive added to cart in shopee lol then he said he bought cheaper than mine in the cart, which is idek how he can get cheaper but sokay,, i played with it for a while lah then he suddenly said he want to buy another one, bigger one bcs this one is a bit small and cute uwu :3 hahaha so he said, "you wanna buy it from me or not, i ll sell to mummy if you dont want" actually i know its really unnecessary for me bcs i aint working YET, so macam no use en and i diam jela, know know he bought another one esoknya. i was kinda s...